God is working things out, even if you don't feel it. #marriagerestoration #propheticword

The toughest thing that God has ask me to do is wait, when I see no hope or possibility of turn around. Me, being a very resourceful person, has always been able to dig myself out of a hole. But waiting....in vain, seemed pointless. There have been times that, I made a decision that, I just didn't hear God correctly and abandoned my stand, feeling a relief to finally let go. But then a burden would come upon my heart, and I would be drawn to continue to pray for my husband, covering his every step, and praying over his wounds.

Everyday, my life seemed to drift further from the promise, but yet, my faith grew stronger, as I looked in the scriptures and the Holy Spirit took me through countless recounts of impossible situations being turned around by God. My faith would grow, but then I looked up and I would be even further away from my promise. Giving up seemed to be the most logical thing to do.

But then God reminded me, of how he is working things out, and showed me the surgery he did on my own heart. I lived a life full of rejection, low self esteem and over achievement. I was a people pleaser and did all I could to make people believe I was good enough, even though I didn't believe this at all. Then one day, God healed my heart and bandaged my wounds and the scales fell from my eyes, and I was able to see life through his eyes, and he set me free. All that had been wrong in my life was right, as it led me to God. Not one moment of my pain was waisted, because God used it all to bring me into my purpose. So when I say, God is working, even when we don't see it, I can testify to this, because he changed me!

I want to encourage you, that the greatest peace that one can have is to pray for something to change and God, not change it, and you still have faith and peace to endure.

Today walk with God in spite of unanswered prayers, trusting in his timing, and understanding that, a "no" is actually a "not yet". Refuse to use human understanding and stop second guessing God.

What people around you are seeing is a foolish, co-dependent, desperate person, but what God is seeing is his obedient child that he can trust and use in his purpose.

Where faith and hope grows, miracles happen, you have placed this situation into God's hands and trust in him to rectify this situation, while responding in faith and truth. When the enemy reminds me about time and the impossibility of my situation, I tell him, I have no dog in this fight. God is in control, he is so powerful that he even holds the Kings heart in his hand, so I trust in how he is working behind the scenes.

Be encouraged that you will see the miracles of God, in your marriage and your family, even if you can't see anything happening right now, God will bring turnaround to your situation. You will soon testify.

Shalom

Keshia Tolbert Torruella